sucks

D.D, wondering why i'm back so fast? there's no need to. i'll tell you why. i had a BIG quarrel with that Mr Ng last night! no matter what i do, doesn't seems to pls you uh. seriously, why should someone change becos of another one who wants them to change? LOVE don't means changing who you are, to be who somebody wants you to be! and i did change alright,BTW. i don't see there's a NEED to change SUCHA SMALL thing alright! wth you saying that why can't i change even lil' things. is there such a NEED? ALL THINGS COMES DOWN TO ONE THING, WE LACK THE TRUST!!! if the trust was there, would you even bother to try to change me? i'm REALLY wondering. and, somemore, what could be the reason of NOT trusting me?? can you PLS tell me WHY?? i admit that i did try to change you, but not to THAT extent alright! it's really obvious that the TRUST isn't there. and small matters simply don't need to be adjust or what ok. you're weird, REALLY. ok, enough of that. it just spoils my mood. but thr's one more thing that spoils my mood! I THINK I DON'T HAVE THE CHANCE OF GETTING INTO MECHANICAL ENGINEERING!!!! OH MAN. my V.C just told me that the course is FULL alrdy. and obviously, no one would chose to opt out from this course man. urgh. i can only blame it on my tough luck. why did SO many things happening AT THE SAME TIME?? it's hard to swallow everything down man. really sia. can anyone help me swallow some? thanks. alright, i guess thr's nth much more to say. TC, everyone! =) MAY GOD BLESS YOU GUYS.