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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DERRICK LEAW MING GUAN! hahahahahahahh
Ok, supposedly, I'm preparing to go for work now. BUT! hahah. just plain tired & i haven't did just that by skipping work at once before. So, ya, excuses for me to skip work today. hahahah. but whatever. I'm not their slave, they can't expect me to go every now & then, whenever they wish eh, like when I'm sick or what la. Hahahah. ok la, i do feel bad a lil' though. in case they don't have enough staff to bang the crowd.
Anw, celebrated my cousin's birthday ytd night. Thus, the tired-ness now. hhaha. but it's FUN though. (: & my face + hair got that damn cake's cream. THANKS TO DERRICK LEAW & Angus (I hope i spelt it correctly.) it's disgustinggggggg~ HAHAH. oh yah, a pity, i missed their drinking session. Hahah. felt like trying out the Jim Beam/Chivas, either one ytd. but too bad i wasn't there when they start drinking. & somemore when I went back again, i forgotten about it actually! darn. I hope there's still some leftover for me. =D
ok, i realised that it's been sometime since I've sucha long post. hmmmm.
anw, things have been better for me now. at least not like last week & before. it's really tormenting. I wonder if he feels the same way too & if he knows that it's really difficult for me to really give up. If he thought that I take it very easy then he's so wrong. just want him to know that i can't take this so easily. I'm still thinking maybe there's chance for us again. but it's just my wishful part of thinking I guess. beat it. I even watched movie alone la. hahah. & everyone who knows were asking me that why am I so emo. Ha. what can I say? but anw, I'm not emo-ing or what by watching it alone la. Just wanted to try how's the feeling of watching it alone nia. So yah, I'm ok, guys. Haha. thanks for the concern anw. (:
yada yada yada. I think I've got nth much to write about alr. Haha.
So, till then, take care everyone! (:
Always Look On The Bright Side Of Light. (:(: