almost.

alright, so..........................

I just came back from an impromptu game of mahjong and right now, on my bed, after my bath, so comfortably in my sleeping pyjamas, still feeling quite awake.......
I decided to watch an episode of spongebob before I really head to bed and sleep.

laugh my ass out.

I should be sleeping now I know. but I can't.......

you know.......
it's a torture to be waiting for somebody.
if you ever waited for anyone, trust me, it's the same what I'm feeling right now.
I know he'll be back tomorrow, YES, JUST TOMORROW!
BUT, after so many days of waiting, it seems nothing to me now.
as in, I'm quite tired of waiting:(
I know that sounds bad...... but what I'm trying to say now is that 1day can be pass quite easily yet it can be a last 1 day of torture to you, you get what I mean? well, I know you don't.

it's like the misery is, it's so near to Baby's arrival YET I have to bloody wait until tomorrow's night 11pm!
what the heck.
now you get what I mean??
when you know it's just 1 day away before you get to see your love, you actually have to wait for almost the whole of last day to be done, then you're able to hear him.
note, it's hear, far cry from SEE!
:((
I so want to pick him up but I know his family will do. & hell, what am I man. I don't even know what's the exact time he'll reach Sg, let alone which port to pick him up.

sucks.

WHATEVER.

this is the first time I ever felt so, so, so something I don't know what's it.

ENOUGH BYE!


I want nobody, nobody but You